Kairi

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 03:28:23 GMT

I feel... Light.

Somewhere in this darkness, it's all over... But there's light, I think.

Something's hovering over me. It's glowing. It's weird...

I'm trapped, in this dark. It's all over me, but, where is it?

Where am I going?

Naminé...

Where are you...

I wish I could get out of here... I want to talk to you, see you, tell you how I'm so, so sorry... I really am!

But it's no good, if I die here... Am I going to die?

I can't even see you... Or anyone.

Naminé...

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 18:23:37 GMT

What kind of things are these?

These are Hearltess? There weren't any like these in that city we were in...

Naminé...

...These things are huge...

...Naminé!

If these are the types of monsters that run around this place... Naminé, she must be in trouble...

This is all my fault...

I have to find Naminé. I have to. Once we get out of here... That town I saw... I'm going. And I'm going to find her...

Tifa, if you're alright, please! I need your help... If I've done anything... I'm really sorry, okay??

I'm so sorry, everyone...

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 03:29:45 GMT

Um... This place is so dark... There are a few cracks in the ceiling that light's coming in through. I can see, but it's so dark...

And wet! Eww...

This whole place smells like one of Hayner's nasty wet farts, it's so gross!

There are walls... And rocks... And lots of rubble...

Is this a sewer? Or something...

Sora, we're sure Tifa went this way, right? I mean, I think so too, but...

I'm really worried about her... I hope she's not lost... I hope we don't get lost...

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 00:46:34 GMT

Sora... I'm glad I found him.

Tifa... What happened? You want me to die...? I don't really know...

I don't really know. You appologized. In those last few seconds before you ran off, you appologized. So you can't be all that bad... But we could've talked it out, you know?

If I did anything to hurt you... I don't know you, but... I'm sorry...

I hope we can find her. I'm lucky to have this Keyblade thing, but I'm not that gret with it... It's really the Keyblade itself, so... I'm only lucky.

Sora... We've got to find Tifa, come on!

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 01:09:01 GMT

I... I know this place. There's something here... This thing, that sign...

What is that thing? It's so colorful... And scary.

It's calling me. It's scary, btu it calls me to it, so... I have to go, right?

I know that attitude gets me in trouble all the time. But I just have to...

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 15:07:08 GMT

I'm so out of shape... Climbing isn't my strong point at all.

But I'm further away from those ruins, now. I know if I tried to get there I'd end up falling down very many miles, but...

What is this place? It's in ruins, too... With some weird logo. A heart? Nah, different... Weirder.

This place gives me the same feeling as the weird city Naminé and I were in just earlier. It scares me... I dont' want to go in... But at the same time, there's this weird security. Something familiar. Inside. I'm going to go, no matter what!

Maybe I'll find Naminé? This is a huge door...

Sun, 28 May 2006 19:36:40 GMT

Well... I have a problem.

The ruins are several many feet down... I'm here, on this platform.

...I have one more trump card, but I'm not sure if I can use it...

Naminé...

We're connected, right? Our 'destinies' are 'shared', right?

...What does that mean? Why... I'm still not sure. I believe you, but...

I still want to go home... See Selphie, Hayner, Roxas...

Where is Roxas...

...And Sora.

Someone get me out of here... To somewhere normal, please?

Thu, 25 May 2006 17:49:51 GMT

This place, "Rising Falls"... They're starting to creep me out.

I wonder... From here... This platform, with these intricate designs...

If I walk the tops of the falls... Won't they fall down on the other side?

Looking out from here, I see... Ruined buildings.

Something about them... I want to go there.

There's got to be a way to get there from here.

Sun, 21 May 2006 23:31:09 GMT

...

Continuing to fight.. Is just useless...

They keep coming back... And I have no clue at all where we are, still.

There was a man. With long, silver hair and this black cloak... Not unlike the one the guy I saw last was wearing...

I wonder... Was he the one that brought us here? And... Why?

That man... He's gone, now. He just walked through this black... Fire?

Now he's gone...

I want to know. I'm sick of this, first we're here, now this key thing, and all the Heartless...

He vanished. He knows something. I'm sure of it.

I'm going after him. No matter what, I've got to follow.

Naminé... I hope you're alright with this... But I can't chance losing our way out of here.

Sat, 20 May 2006 18:00:13 GMT

...I hate this place!!

These 'Heartless', they come after us, and they don't stop coming...

I'm not very good with this thing yet... It's hard to hold and move around...

I owe both mine and Naminé's life to this thing... And to PE lessons back home, heh...

Home...

That would've been great. Naminé could've come, she could've met everyone, we could've all been friends...

...I wonder what Selphie and everyone are up to right now...

I hope they're not too worried... Especially not Hayner...

I feel sorry for anyone who has to deal with him, now... Ehee~

I hope we can get home... This city looks abandoned, but maybe someone's here... With a map, or something...

Thu, 18 May 2006 21:45:20 GMT

What... Is this thing?

This rod... Some sort of sword? It looks like a key...

The Heartless are gone now, I got 'em all. I'm sure now, we'll be okay...

...

I was so scared.

Naminé, I was so scared, why are they coming after us? Why do they fade into hearts when they die, and...

This is all so confusing.

But first I'd like to figure out where we are, and how to get back to Twilgiht Town.

So, to do that... I guess I'll fight.

Fri, 12 May 2006 03:09:25 GMT

...Nn... I think I fell asleep. I dozed off...

...The truck...

...It looks like those bugs are gone. But...
I had another dream about that boy. Silver hair with a pale blue sheen. And... I'm not sure what was going on. But... I was in his arms...

I saw myself in his arms. Asleep...? But...

I was away. Not too far off, but... I wasn't anywhere near him.

..I, felt guilty. And sorry. For him.

But who was he?

...I'm kind of suprised I could fall asleep with all that's going on.

Wed, 10 May 2006 20:33:03 GMT

What... What?

All of a sudden... Those... bugs? Started attacking... And we ran into this truck...

They're leaving us alone, but they're still out there...
I think they're looking. The way they move... So quick, and jerky... Looks like some sort of dance.

They're definitely looking for us.

"I wonder... Where are we? ...This city... It gives me chills."

Naminé seems as down as I am. But not as shocked, I don't think...

Poor Naminé. Living her whole life, cooped up in a mansion... And when she leaves... This happens...

We'd go shopping, it'd be great... Selphie's fun to be around, too...

This is my fault.
"Naminé... I'm sorry."
Because of me, and that stupid letter...
"I just... I wanted to have fun with you today, I thought we'd have a good time, and..."
This is what happened.
"Why did this happen...? What happened? I don't even..."

I can't even look at her. I don't have the right to, do I? She doesn't need to forgive me...

But I'm so scared...

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 23:31:37 GMT

...It's started raining...

Sunest Hill. Not much of a night for a sunset, but...

It'll be alright. I've got Selphie and Naminé here with me. =]

I wish Hayner would've come, though... Oh well!

...

I thiink I see something. Out on the tracks... It looks like a person, I think... All in black...

"Selphie? Naminé?"

I turn. They're still there, that's good...

...That guy, on the tracks, where is he?

"Hey, guys, did you just see--"

...!!

My mouth. Cold leather, a glove, over my mouth.

"GET OFF!!"

I'm muffled. My voice, it's muffled. I look up, I see black, in a hood... I think I see something of a face, but I can't see much...

His other hand lets go of me and quickly grabs my forhead. I think I went to scream, but... Slowly...

Everything... Is black...

You guys...

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 01:35:40 GMT

Whew... I must've been tired from shopping... I took a looong nap, and I just woke up...

Oh well. Sunset's not for another hour or so, so I'm alright.

I had this dream... There was a boy, with silver hair...

He was strong. He looked really strong, and then, he turned around, and looked at me...

And his eyes, his eyes looked really weak...

And I felt weak, myself...

I wish I could've talked to him. I woke up before I could. X_X

Oh well. I should probably get ready to go soon... Although, I'm scared, for some reason, about tonight...

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 23:03:01 GMT

Today was fun. =]

Selphie, Naminé and I went shopping in town today. I wasn't worried, Selphie always likes meeting new people... I thnk she liked Naminé, a lot. =]

Naminé, though...

I couldn't really tell. .__.

I got the cutest outift, though! A pink one-piece, zippered down the middle, and a cute white blouse for underneath it. ^-^

I'm a little nervous about tonight. XD

Not nervous about who it is... But the note was just freaky... Really, what normal person writes like that, hm? ^^;

Hayner, you sure you won't come? =\

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 20:36:05 GMT

Unh...

... What... I'm... Asleep?

I was sleeping...?

...What am I... Doing?

I remember... I was shopping, today... With Selphie... And Naminé came along...

Selphie seemed to like Naminé...

And...

The letter, and Hayner refused to come with me, to...

Sunset Hill... The note...

And...

...!!

Seplphie? Hayner? Naminé??

Where are they... Where am I...

I see... Black sky... And tall buildings...

I don't see people anywhere...

...

...Phew. There's Naminé. Sleeping, right beside me...

...And... There's this huge... Skyspraper?

...This isn't Twilight Town...

It looks like it might rain soon. I hear thunder.

...

...

Something about this place scares me... Something about it just fills every pore of my skin with this awful fear...

I need to get out of here. Naminé, please, wake up...

...

...A weird puddle just showed up by my foot.

And... Something's coming out of it... What... A bug? No, too big...

What is this...?

...I'm scared...

Naminé, please, WAKE UP...

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 21:34:23 GMT

It's funny...

Just the other day, in the mansion... I can hardly remember what was said. Naminé was alone... And... Something about a 'shared destiny'? Otherwise... I don't remember much. =\

It was definitely pretty weird, though. X_X

Late yesterday afternoon, Hayner brought me this letter. He rang the doorbell, and when I opened the door, there he was, with this glum look on his face. Without even looking at me he handed me the letter, grunted and ran off.

...The envelope had pink hearts all over it. .__.;

...Don't get me wrong, I love pink hearts. But...

It read like this:

"Kairi:

Day, after day, after long, passing day~

I watch you. Through the halls. With your friends. In class. Around town.

I simply canot (And yes, 'cannot' was spelled wrong.) hold back any longer!

Cast away Hayner and come, join (Which curved down the side of paper- He was out of room.)

me in this sweet, sweet longing! I cannot bear it alone~!

~A secret admirer.

PS: Tonight, meet me, at Sunset Hill. At sunset."

...

... ... ...

Should I be scared? O.o

I know there are a lot of dorks at our school, but that letter was just... Is "overdramatic" the word? X_X

...And what about Hayner! He's just my friend, he's crazy annoying sometimes, but... It's nothing even LIKE that...

Hm, it'll be alright. Selphie and I are going to go shopping later on. Naminé, won't you come? It'll be fun, I promise! n_n

...

Actually, I think I will go to Sunset Hill later. Hayner, want to come along? =b

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 21:32:33 GMT

Whew, thank god it's Saturday...

Naminé stayed over last night... She doesn't have anywhere to go besides the mansion, and I'm afraid if she goes back, she won't want to come back out...

Skipped school today. Didn't want to leave her alone all day. I'd have brought her to school, but who wants to go to school on a nice day like this? Besides, I don't have an extra uniform, she's not enrolled, and... .__.

Selphie wants to go shopping tomorrow. I feel kind of bad, I said we'd hang out, but I was busy with the mansion, and Naminé, and everything...

I'm going, ~~I think I'll bring Naminé along, hee~♪~~

And... As far as everything else...

I'm not going to think about it, right now...

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 05:03:51 GMT

I hear you.

I'm running. This room... These hallways...

Up the stairs. Through the door.

"...Naminé... Right?"

I think... I'm trembling. I need to get to the bottom of this. I have to...

"Yes, and you... Must be Kairi."

She knows my name. But I don't even know her...

"You're the one that was calling me, from before..."

"You are wrong."

"You were calling me... I merely answered, is all..."

I'm lost, now...

"I... Called you?"

"I keep hearing these weird voices... And now you... What's going on?"

"You hear them... As do I..."

"You do...? Last night... My head was burning, when I heard you..."

"You heard me, because right then, you were calling for me... Your heart knew it."

"But how, and why... I'm so confused, already..."

"I... Do not know why. But it just is... We're connected, Kairi."
"Don't you see?? You remember nothing?"

"Remember about what?"

"And how do you know Roxas?"

"Where has he been?"

"I... do not know..."

"I told him..."

"Someday soon, I promise..."

"But... I don't know when I said that..."

"Kairi! Do you not see?"

"There have been many generations. Just focus, just for a moment..."

...I don't know why... But my eyes just closed, and...

"Shells."

"Shells, and string."

I remembered that. It was...

"A star. Of some sort..."

"You made a charm."

"But when?"

"You cannot remember... The time of peace... By the ocean... And there was sun... And palm trees."

"Destiny Islands."

"Er... That's Sora's Island?"

"Your island."

"I've been living here since I was four, though... I don't remember an island..."

"Sora..."

"Where is he? Do you know?"

"I do not know, either... I am remembering, now. But, it's fuzzy..."

"You and Sora. Living together, in the time of peace... You grew up together... You were in love..."

"...Love!"

"I met him the other day... I liked him, a lot, but... Not love..."

"Riku loved you as well. He was another boy, on your island..."

"Riku...'Riku'... Silver hair?"

"Yes. But he became evil, and turned to the darkness."

"Riku?? I... Do not know..."

"I don't know. But, for some reason... That doesn't sound right, at all."

...I believe her, mostly. I can't see why I wouldn't... Everything that's been going on... It's all 'unbelieveable'...

"...I'm kind of scared."

"Naminé."

She looked straight at me. Something about her eyes was piercing... But calming...

"Kairi."

"For as long as I can remember... I've been living in Twilight Town."

"I've been going to school, every day... I live with my Grandma..."

"It's been normal."

"And now, you're here..."

"I have been here. This whole time."

"I have been in this mansion... Outside, they say I am a ghost... I have no soul..."

"But... You're not a ghost! You're right here, in front of me! We could go outside... We could go to the same school, I can introduce you to my friends... I'm sure they'll accept you, for you... Once they know who you are..."

"I don't even know myself!"

And... I don't think either of us said anything.

"Naminé..."

"Have you been in here, alone?"

"I have."

"That must've been awful..."

"It was terrible."

"But it is better, now."

"I have lived, observing. Understanding..."

"But you must be so lonely...!"

"You're not a ghost, I know. Naminé..."

"Can't we be friends?"

"I'm still confused. About everything. But..."

"I think we'd get along great!"

"... 'Friends'... I would like that, very much."

"So let's get out of here, okay?"

"Of course..."

...Naminé. I think we've met before. I don't really understand, about 'generations', Or anything she said. But...

It'll come in time, right?

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 00:07:29 GMT

...I feel alright now.

I hear you. Loud and clear.

"Naminé". That's your name, right?

You said... The mansion. You're in the mansion. Got that.

I don't know what's going on... What you mean by, 'we share a destiny'...

But I'm coming.

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 20:45:33 GMT

Aaah, help... Someone?

My head. It's burning, so bad. Make it stop. Someone...

Ice. I need ice.

Nn...

Ice isn't helping....

My forhead feels like someone just pressed a hot iron onto it, and then dug metal spikes into it.

...Oww...

"The key to the door... The seven keys..."

...Key? What?

"Leaves the Master Key... And the wielders of those keys..."

...Wha... Wielders?

"Bring us the key, open the door, realize our destiny... Ours, and your own..."

...Nn... I don't understand...

Sora...

Where are you...?

...

Stop laughing...

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 01:29:05 GMT

Today was school...

I wish it was Sunday again. Lately, I haven't been getting out of the house, much... Grandma's worried about me, with the voices and all... But she's weak now...

Something about a key.

A key... To what?

It all seems so strange... And not strange at all...

Listen to me, I'm hardly making sense. XD

Roxas is still out. I sort of miss him, I like him a lot. =\

Sora reminds me of him, for some reason. Maybe it's the face. I don't know...

My head hurts now...

Sora... Am I ever going to see you again?

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 20:03:57 GMT

Hm, today was great. Sora and I hung out around town, had some ice cream and had a lot of fun together. n_n

We split up later on, I came home...

I wonder where he's staying? o.o

Hm, for some reason, I'm not worried. I think he can take care of himself...

I hope he's alright... =\

Oh! And I haven;t had one voicefit the entire day. Isn't that great? =D

Sora, I can't wait to see you tomorrow...

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 22:58:22 GMT

"Sora", is it? Hm... I don't think I've met any 'new' people, here... I'd say it's weird, but I'm weird myself, aren't I? ...Heh... ^_^;;

Oh well.

You know what? I definitely think I've seen you before. Strange, huh? You've never been here, and we've never met...

Hm...

Twilight Town is a great place... I love it here.

There are all sorts of places, the beach, the market, Sunset Hill, the train station...

It's a busy town. A little cold at times, with big, metal trains speeding by through town, and all the buildings...

But it's all I really know.

Grandma says it was really peaceful here a long time ago, when she was growing up. But when she got older, they started building up the town, more... And now this is how it is...

I like it, still. It's not all cold here, though- If you stare out from Sunset Hill, you can see the beach, in the distance... I really like the beach... Something about it just makes me happy... But at the same time, sad...

So, 'Sora', I think we can be friends, hm? n_n